outing photo 1

hmm...eating fries and reading magazine...
sound relax wor my friend...
yet i playing with my camera...
first time play with it..not bad not bad..
kekeke...
Location: Bizz cafe at bukit tinggi..

hahaha..
snap-ing each other with our drink that we ordered..
Hey, don't keep snap faster try the drink that we order....kekkee..

hahaha..taken by me..is it nice?
Location: Bukit Tinggi Bizz Cafe
2 friends having dinner at there.
Can we go to get a advertisement from darlie?
since we smile so sweet...kekekeke^^
1 me and 2 friend's showed..

2 Lemon Tail from Bizz Cafe at bukit tinggi
Ordered by me and my friend..
Nice Nice,worth to recommend...
p/s: those photos taken at 23/09/09

"Sometime i don't say it out doesn't mean i don't know,
Something i not very sure how could i tell you all?
Sometime i remain silent just because i don't wish thing become complicated,
Sometime i do explain why don't you all just trust it yet keep asking and spreading,
Sometime what you all see doesn't mean you know everything through what you see.
Sometime being low profile also hard,
Sometime ignore doesn't mean everything did not happen."

Penang trip

29/08/09

Today i go to Penang for travel with my relative and my family, we go there by 3 cars which mean 15 people and 1 baby, sound many people...hehehe..but we still can enjoy our journey at there. 4:10am my mum wake me up as i fall asleep around 2am, so actually i not enough sleep at all, but i still able wake up when my mum knock my door. Hmm, thought i can sleep while my dad drive us,but too bad i couldn't sleep well, while my dad is driving, i just looking the view outside and start to thinking something perhaps i can get answer but too bad i can't, since can't then i enjoy my trip with my cousins. We reach there around 11am, then we go to the temple for pray after that only go to have our lunch. The weather at there quite hot, lucky i do not bring long sleeve shirt if not sure become roasted human^_^.After that 6:30pm we go to have our dinner, then we go to Penang Gurney Plaza for shop, we shop till 10:30 then only go back to hotel.

30/09/09
Today sleep till 9:30am only wake up,after that change cloth and do my stuff we go buy some stuff such as biscuit,then go eat the ice kacang after that go pray pray again, today got rain a little bit but make us feel more hot. At first we plan want go to Butterfly farm, but worry will rain again so we decide go back to hotel before go back t hotel we pack some food so that tomorrow we can have some breakfast or can eat later then also can let those kids can have some time to swim or go to gym for some exercise, haha...i follow to gym and do some exercise too...health more important...keke...after that we go to hawker stall for our dinner, too bad my food is come late make me starve at there luckily is serve to me...Tonight the Gurney bay got a lots of car and cause jam, if not we also wish to have a walk at there..

31/09/09
Merdeka, happy birthday to Malaysia. Yesterday my brother teach my grandmother 1 word which is Merdeka, my grandmother so clever she know how to speak it, clap clap....and today also is my grandparent wedding anniversary...We will end our journey by today, so we decide take ferry for our way to back home..Its long time that we never take ferry, then we take this chance to snap some family photos while we on the ferry...Even this journey not very special, but is good for family because we can get more happy memory in the trip that we having. I know everyone is happy for this trip, hopefully we still got other trip in the future.

Friendship

Friendship, perhaps everyone need it no matter when.
But how we define the word of "friendship"?
What is the different between friendship and stranger?
For me, friendship mean the person stay beside you when you need he/she/them.
Is everyone think so? I not sure of it.
Ya, everyone has different mind and different way to define the word friendship and i also cannot said the way how i define the word is accurate than others.
But if the person who stay beside you when you feel down yet he/she/them want you to do something that you dislike and said it friendship is like how we get point through credit card to get the reward that we want? And said if you don't do it, then she/he/them don't talk with you or don't be your friend anymore?
No doubt that the person really help you much when you down,need help and give you advice,is friendship=we earn point through credit card to get the reward that we want to?
I know the person can meant it if said don't talk with you, because you are not the only person who know the person.
At that moment i feel like, oh gosh, is that call friendship?
Or i used to be how my friend treat me from primary school until now?
My friends will stay beside me when i need them, and will concern and worry about me, but they never think what to get any reward from me even after i happy back or what.
I also stay beside them when them need me no matter how busy am i, just want them happy thats all, thats what i wish my friend can stay happy every moment.
I know for someone it sound silly and childish, is the world do not have real and pure friendship between each other?
Or human choose not to believe the word friendship??
I cannot comment how the person define the word friendship isn't correct, perhaps i really used to be how my friend and i treat each other.
As long my friend and i feel comfortable with the way how we treat each other.....

Acknowledgement

These few days too many thing happen on me, how to describe my feeling? perhaps is mixed.
Firstly i would like to thanks amos, because when i down and he call me from singapore and comfort me as a friend, and also advice me to be stronger, i really appreciate it.
Secondly i would like to thanks cnlow, he also listen and comfort and worry me when he knew i down even he and amos also very busy with their work, very very appreacite it.
Thirdly,my daddy. Even how busy is daddy still can comfort me and advice me, very lucky to have you, my daddy. Daddy is the best!!
Next, my friend jeff. Most of the time i feel down i will find him and chat, even now he is in the singapore army, but he still chat with me when he online,thanks you very much.
Then, my cousin bro tommi. Even he shoot me when he knew my problem but still listen it and give me some opinion and advice, i know he is very concern about me.
Hmm, next is princess wen and davis. i know even davis didn't find me,but i sure he very worry about me, so do princess wen...thanks thanks lot.
After that, the most important person, my friend elaine. I know both of us having some problem to face it, but we still still stay beside each other when one party need another party. We need to cheer up...let's us do it together friend..

p/s: Those people i mention above, are the people that beside me when i very very down and worry about me. I promise you all and myself, i will find back the smiling that i lost in past and also will treat myself better and will not make you all worry about me. Give me 2 months time to let me work out, i believe everything will going better after that. And also 1 of my team member, thanks that you keep on "sour" me and make me laugh and keep ask me am i ok? I really appreciate it, i will remember those people who help me before....very very thanks you..

Memories

Memories is a part of our life,
some people life in memory and lie themselves, some will just keep their memory.
For me, i will just keep those memories probably no matter sweet or bitter because that is part of my life.
Memory exist because something happen on you or in your life, make you unforgetable.
Yesterday got people ask me about my first love, then i told the person those memories i have in my memory.
On that moment i only realize that how pure is the memories that i have.
While i tell my memories to the person i also will smile and feel sweet...
People said first love is unforgetable, is that true? i not sure, but for me, it is.
Those memory really brings me happiness, sadness, touching, appreciate...
That also cause me very appreciate the thing i have right now, even first love make me feel regret but as long we still friend and we satisfy that with our current life.
Without past, there is no future,
Past can change a person.

Without love, i don't know what is love.
Without hurt, i don't know how pain is love.
Without cry, i don't know how much i love you.
Without pain, i don't know how deep i love you.
Without sweet, i don't know love can bring happiness.
Without angry, i don't know that i so care about you.
Without regret, i dont know how to appreciate.
Without you, i lose those memories in my mind.
Without memory, my life not colorful.

Will you and i become memory? i really got no idea...
I don't wish but i understand that not everything happen as what we expect,
but at least i did try my best to do well while i have that.
i believe as we don't expect or desire much in our life, will get lesser arguement.
Expect less and do more what we can do in our life....

What Is Love?

Sometime wonder that what is love?
Does everyone know what is love?
What the definition of love?
How will you look at the word of love?
What is the feeling of love?
Sweet? Warm? Happy? Hurt? Sad?
How to sure is the person seriously love you?
What is the basic need of love?
Respect? Care? Love? Concern? Responsible?
Is every relationship include lies?
Is the relationship occur the word call "if"?
Is everyone has the memories when in love?
Is everyone will appreciate what their partner do or did?
Is everyone can meet their true love?
Is busy a excuses for love?
Is hurt consider a way to show your love to your partner?
Is tear occur for every love or relationship?
Will everyone smile when they fall in love?
Are all the memories sweet for couples?
Different has different way to define the word of love,
Everyone need different types of love and relationship,
Do your partner give the basic thing that you need in love?
Love is a sweet thing yet is a cruel thing for human,
Everyone will pass through love in their life.
Are you do the thing that your partner want?
Do you really know and understand what your partner need?
Do you really care your partner?
Do you really love your partner?
Time is the best thing to prove, and know well about couples.
What guys and girls need in relationship is different,
So it takes time to know each other well,
Not every people can with the one they love,
As you found, appreciate then.
You might regret if you do not appreciate.
Wish everyone has a good ending for their own relationship~

20/5/09

Oh gosh!! Again i slept over even the alarm rang but i switched it off and continue sleep and have my sweet dream^^ But luckily i still awake from dream and prepare my stuff with rush before go to dentist for check up, recently my braces keep make me feel painful then make me feel headache too. Braces really make people suffering, my teeth is not nice at all, so i only decide to get it even i know that will make me suffering. Oh, late?? This is the first time that i not punctual for my dentist's appointment, too bad. I have been late for almost 10 minutes but after i wait for 20 minutes+ the nurse asked me went in the room for check up, the check up takes me almost half an hour. during the time i was inside the room i felt why was it take me so long time for this check up? I was closing the eye when the dentist started till the end, after that she asked me opened my eye and inform me that she changed the place of the rubber that tight at my braces there, and ask me wear the rubber every day and night, as usual its make me painful and hard to suffer. Should i say i used to it or i have to bear with the painful? Anyway this time just made me hard to open mouth to wide and hard to speak and eat too, my friend told me that it will alright after i went through all the painful time then i will have pretty teeth. I guess she is right and i know i have to, hehe thanks friend!! Hopefully it will alright after few days, because this saturday i havng speech/presentation that have to speak in front of my classmates and lecturer...=.= painful painful.....