L.O.L !!

"When a person fall in love, IQ of the person will become lower."
I wonder how true is this all the while, but i think i can understand it now.
I partly agree with the statement above, but not fully agree;
i have seen some cases around me and i wonder how could i help them.......

Due to a stupid reason, i choose to wake up earlier to complete my incomplete task;
and keep remind myself have to finish it as soon as possible but......................
When the moment i going to finish my task, i only realize how stupid am i....

It seems like angel and devil of my body fighting with each other for few hours,
angel said : you have to complete current task as you have another task to complete;
devil said: you should sleep for few more hours because you're tired and sleepy.
In the end angel won, but devil keep disturbing and persuading the owner listen to it.

I keep remind myself that i have another incomplete task,
therefore i stay awake and complete current task.
While i doing my task i received a call from my college mate,
i become her listener for an hour while complete my task.

Finally im going to complete my current task, i tell myself just left little bit go ahead....
But....a call ruined my expectation and started to feel how stupid am i.
"Changing always faster than planning, it can ruin your plan just for a second."

When i done all my task, i asked myself
Why am i so stupid wake up so earlier just for a stupid reason and people?
Why am i expect everything goes smooth as what we plan?
Why? Why? Why? Why? Why?

The reason i wake up so early become an unnecessary thing,
just because i hopes to stay beside you when you need me;
therefore i choose to awake earlier to done all my incomplete task,
in the end i feel i useless because you dont ever need me at all.

Since nobody need me, why am i so stupid and rush like nobody?
It is very very funny, i sacrifice my sleeping time just to complete my task;
this is what i get from you...Hahahahahaha......
Perhaps i should listen to devil, sleep few more hours for my own good.

Unknown side vs unknown feeling

This will be the first time ever i scroll down to view his Facebook homepage,
When the moment i scroll down to view his homepage there are few strange feelings.

This is not the first time i view his homepage in Facebook,
But this will be the first time i allow myself scroll down to view his profile.

Can i just assume myself overcome my fear to view his Facebook profile?
I don't ever understand why am i allow myself to scroll down and have a look on that,
It has been more than half years i know him, but i dare not view his profile so detail.

I'm afraid i can't take it, i'm afraid i jealous, i'm afraid i sad and so on........
I'm surprise that i never stop my hand to scrolling down to view his profile,
accidentally i found another side of him i never see before.

What a complicated feeling after view his profile,
until i don't know how to express my feeling as well.

I feel sad when i saw those emo post in his profile,
I feel complicated when i saw those photos i shouldn't see.
I always know what is the reason makes me stop scrolling down to view his page,
after viewing it makes me feel he has the unknown side which i never see before;
I really hopes he can get a right girl whom he loves and care her till the end of his life.

Although his past experience had similar with my past experience,
and i hopes we can learn the right way to threat people through our past experiences.
I hopes we can appreciate all the things we have in our life, 
and thank god and fate make us meet in this world,
and let us fall in love to each other, hopes we can be the right person for each other.

Dear, just erase our past experience and appreciate what we have right now.
Through out all the memories, i believe we know how to threat each other.
I can't predict what will happen to our future, but i sincerely hope the promises you made will come true.

感情这回事

有时我的确很难明白感情这回事，
是要爱到难舍难离才是表现爱彼此的方式吗？
还是越爱就越会伤害彼此才是证明对彼此的爱？

我知道感情是没有错和对，就一直要寻找适合彼此的方法来维持。
人只要在甜蜜期，都会看见彼此的优点而忽略缺点；
可是一旦双方吵架了呢，那又该用怎样的方法去化解误会呢？

还是在爱情里每个人都会用言语去伤害对方，
而被伤害的那个该如何应对？
是否越容易得到的，越不会去珍惜？

这里路来我们经历过不少风雨，误会，
原以为我们会慢慢了解彼此，然后慢慢接近彼此。
可是有些时候我的确不懂你是在想什么。

有些话，一旦说了出来你永远不会知道那伤害有多深。
有些话，一旦说出来你会要承受你意想不到的后果。
不是每个对不起都能换来一句没关系。

或许那时你无意的话，可是却伤害了我；
间接地让我想起了些不开心的回忆然后也间接影响了我们的关系。
我怕了我真的怕了 宝贝我真的怕了。

难道就没有别的方法去让你心爱的人知道你是多么的爱她和不舍得他？
非得要用文字来伤害彼此的心灵才可以让他/她知道你的感受吗？
究竟还有什么方法，我真的不懂了。

究竟是哪里出了问题？
是否我们彼此沟通得不够？
还是我们不善于表达自己表情?

我们彼此的手牵了，可不可以就不要轻易的放开彼此的手？
我们开始了我们之间的感情，是否可以不轻易断？
我希望时间可以慢慢证明一切。