Monday, December 29, 2008

unhappy day

Today......hmm...not very happy..
keep on listening the same songs but bit disappointed because "daddy"didn't online..
i worry about "daddy" because sick still can play game,really like a child...haha..
but also have to thanks "daddy" that accompany me when i need last night..thanks you "daddy"
today i mostly keep quiet and do my thing feel like don't wish to talk because i not in mood,
sometime i am thinking how could be 2 people from different background become friend?
every people have different opinion to a thing, how could they communicate?
sometime is me too care about you or you didn't care me at all?
even i knew that's the fact and truth but i still wish it won't become true...but unluckily it's not..
fact could not change,even you did not tell me anything but i know what i feel is correct..
you said i keep on change my mood,but you never think why will i keep on change it easily..
i told you before that my mood change sure got something happen,but you never listen it..
when certain thing happen you don't know try to use another way to think about it,you just think from your side only..
perhaps is me too care about you and make me become like this..


they said why their 2 children look different when facing exam?
X is too relax and yet Y is very nervous?
but they will not know actually X is nervous than Y..
not X relax but both of you did not realize how nervous is X...and no one ask X whether nervous or not,X feel neglected and sad but no one know..
they said they don't know when X having exam,but did they know even X tell them when X having their exam could they lower the volume while they watching tv?
is X look like relax when X having exam?
X know they have high expectation but X can't reach,X also sad but who know?