next and future

don't know what will happen next,
don't know what will happen for future,
next and future seems like uncertain thing for every one.
can we change the future and next by our own?
answer could be yes and no, depend on your own thinking.
wish to change for now and future,
there is uncertain risk occur around, should take risk and try?
try not to think, not to know, not to listen, not to follow,
choose to put aside,even though know that is not a best way,
but for sure is good for now and future.

don't know better than know,
silent better than ask,
remain better than step out,
happy better than unhappy,
face better than avoid,
hide better than show,
natural better than fake,
fact better than lies.....

feel like eating strawberry,
it looks sweet but is sour.
is hurt but know is fact,
is painful but know will be alright.
perhaps answer will appear soon,
hopefully will not take long time.
everything remain the same until the answer appear,
treat take time to know more in detail......
just don't put so much expectation on that...........

Ice-skating day

These few days many thing changed, as a human those things changed really hard to take it and accept it anyhow i knew i have to. Those close friends knew what happened i knew they were worrying also, i just can say thanks for those friends support so far i still able to sustain. For those who don't know, i just can say sorry because i don't want influence you guys mood. I knew some of you having exam soon hope you can understand me and don't angry me as well. Those who keep on concern me i very very appreciate it, thanks to them.

Yesterday i went for Ice skating with my friend, i hope i can learn it as i can. When i enter the skating place with my friend was bit late around 3 something, after done all the stuff we went to skate. For a beginner sure will feel nervous but i am glad that i having a good and strict instructor to teach me skate, so within an hour i slowly know how to skate even not pro as others haha...and i very appreciate and thanks the so call "strict instructor" teach me the way how to skate, if not sure i waste my money for entry ticket. At first when i stepped on the ice i don't know how to skate and need my "instructor" to teach me and hold my hand to learn, after that got a girl fall down and stand in front of me but i don't know how so 1 of the girl's friend ask me do i need his help to walk in front of the girl? Then i said ok, so the guy hold my hand and said don't scare, bend my body in front bit so that will more stable, after that i said thanks to the guy who help me. Where was my "instructor"? i also not sure but when my "instructor" saw the guy hold my hand then come back and teach me the way how to skate hahaha..such a funny and strict "instructor".. I fall down once when i not balance but my friend can't help me to stand up so need the person who work in skating to help me stand up after fall down, but my pant and shirt was wet. That will not make me nervous to skate because i have a strict and funny "instructor"..This "instructor" i just can say stict and funny..haha..

After skating we went to watch movie after that having dinner together, but after skate i slowly feel that leg was very pain but that did not influence my mood to enjoy the movie and the dinner..Luckily when we stand aside in skating place,my "instructor" help me massage bit my leg so that my leg will not that pain..hmm, how to say....is it such a good good "instructor"? hehe, anyway i feel very happy even after that i feel very tired and went to sleep before midnight...even my leg and body also feel very very pain and tired but for me, i feel worth because i can learn the thing that i want to learn for so long so no matter how pain i also can bear with it...Lastly i would like to say thanks you for my funny and strict "instructor"...i really have a nice day with my friend..thanks you my friend...So bad that i didn't take picture with my friend...

chance and decision

chance,
what was the thing thing that appear in your mind?
is that mean the first thing which appear in your mind is the most important thing for you?
everyone get the chance, but how many chances that we can get in our whole life?
could it consider as a miracle thing in life?
what will you do if you get the chance?
how will you get the chance?
will you appreciate the chance?
or will give up?
a chance can change many things,
without chance cannot change anything.
the best way to get the chance is waiting or fight to get?

decision,
what is decision mean actually?
is it very hard to make a decision?
what will happen after make the decision?
will regret after make it?
or feel more relax after make it?
what is the main point to make you make that decision?
can it change if you feel regret with the decision that you make?