Taregga Guitar Camp 2011 ( Part 2 )

Date: 27/12/2011- 29/12/2011 (Day 1 to Day 3)

Location: Gold Coast Morib, Banting

Purpose: Game for group, to train the responsibilities of every member in the group =)

Time: 16:30-18:30

P/S: This is the first time i join for the camp, and this game is quite challenging for my members.

Date: 27/12/2011- 29/12/2011 (Day 1 to Day 3)

Location: Gold Coast Morib, Banting.

Purpose: Indoor Game time as that night was rainning.

Time: 20:30- 2150

P/S: In this game, i saw many of the members were enjoyed the games, and most of them keep playing it again and again, too bad that teacher did not participate in this game =(



Date: 27/12/2011 - 29/12/2011 (Day 1 to Day 3)

Location: Gold Coast Morib, Banting.

Purpose: Seminar Session by Ms. Thu Le ( Guitarist from Vietnam)

Time: 10:30-12:30

P/S: I'm practicing my finger skill taught by Ms. Thu Le, too bad my teacher snap this photo and tag me in facebook with what am i doing? This teacher is bad...^o^

Tarrega Guitar Camp 2011 ( Part 1 )

Date: 27-12-2011 to 29-12-2011


Location: Gold Coast Morib, Banting


Purpose: Doing exercise in the early morning for every students and teachers as well before having our breakfast ^^


P/S: This is the first time i attend the camp and i feel enjoy when i reach there ^^

Date: 27-12-2011 to 29-12-2011

Location: Gold Coast Morib, Banting

Purpose: - Having the presentation from Thu Le, the guitarist from Vietnam.

- Teaching the skill for fingering to all the students.

P/S: I learned the useful skill from this pretty guitarist from Vietnam, and she is friendly too; too bad the weather for that day quite cold and feel sleepy @@

Date: 27-12-2011 to 29-12-2011

Location: Gold Coast Morib, Banting

Purpose: Having the presentation from Mr. Zhuraini Jihat, he is playing the song of Flamengo ^^

P/S: I enjoyed the Flamengo session from M. Zhuraini Jihat, because the songs he played was nice and i were impressed with his skill to played the Flamengo songs. =)

2012

In the brand new year of 2012,

what things you wish to do in this whole year??

I believe everyone is greedy, so do i,

i wish i can stay happy, healthy, and many;

and also wish all my friends can stay happy all these while.

Having down mood currently,

why am i thinks of you for these few days;

i really don't ever understand.

Am i did not work hard to forget everything about you?

Am i fall down again?

Am i have't fully walk and move from past?

I hate myself seriously,

why am i not stay strong when i think of you?

I understand and very clear that there is impossible between you and me,

but i don't even know why i cant delete all the memories,

am i din't delete it or i don't wish to delete it?

I feel pain when those memories appear in my mind,

but i can't tell anyone how pain am i, especially you!

Day by day, i thought i can put down everything in past,

and move on to my new life and let it recover as well;

but why am i cant fully recover?

How long am i going to sustain?

Wehn can i let go everything happened in past?

I'm sorry to all my friends if they know i feeling down,

i know they all will worry about me especially my friend in UK.

I promise my friend that i will be fine in short term,

and i know i can't break the promises between me and my friend.

Hopefully this mood only for short while, i should cheer up.

CHEER, I CAN DO IT!!

15/12/11

If everything goes smooth,

today would be the second month of our annivesary.

Changes always faster than plannning,

never thought this will happen;

but it is happen.

Last month was our first month annivessary,

that time you forgot,

after i hint you said to me happy annivessary.

At that moment i feel so sweet and lovely,

but now everything changed.

Looked back the texts in my mobile,

all those memories that spent with you been recalled.

The first time you said you love me,

the first time you so jealous about me and my guy friend,

the first time you so worry about me when i sick,

the first time you scold me when i think negative,

the first time we argue and so on.

I miss the way you looking at me,

i miss the way you laugh me,

i miss the way you concern me,

i miss the way you love me,

i miss the way you care me,

i miss the way you tease me,

i miss the way you angry me as well.

I miss the way you hug me,

i miss the way you kiss me,

i miss the way you hold me,

i miss the way you for everything.

Today i told you that i miss you,

but what is the respond i get from you?

Between your answer gives me a clear answer,

at that moment i laugh at myself,

why am i think so simple and silly???

Maybe you'll feel frustrating after you saw it,

but yes or no, actually not a big deal for me,

i thinking is that a right choice to tell you i miss you?

I never get an answer for that question,

what i can say is.......

just let it.......

If there is a day or whole month i never find you,

will you miss me all the times?

On and off asking myself those silly question,

between i feel happy when my lecturer told me that

he gradually feel happy with my improvement,

it gaves me motivation to work better in this 2 weeks time,

so.............WORK FOR IT!!!

*struggling*

Struglling struggling struggling,

i hate struggling !!

Why am i so struggling at this moment?

I don't want struggling, i don't want!!

What can i do now?

Im forcing myself not to think about you,

but why it seems like so hard for me?

Am i never try it hard or i don't wish to forget?

Although forcing myself not to concern anything about you,

but seriously im fail to do so.

The more i forcing myself, the more i miss you,

it sounds so silly and naive.

I know i had stand up from where i fall,

even forcing myself use to it with the life without your texts and phone call,

but why am i keep looking and waiting?

You are everything in my mind,

therefore i feel sad and hurt when you treat me cold,

i know i shouldn't do so, i understand.

I really need someone to support me,

i very wish the person is you,

but that is impossible for now, and i know it.

Maybe im too soft to handling this kind of emotion,

i shall learn to be a tough girl.

Stand up from where you fall isn't tough,

but you need to keep move it when those memories appear in your mind;

and that is tough for me,

and that is what makes me struggling as well.

I shall find the way out, i must!

December of 2011 part 1

December of 2011 part 1

What will you do when you facing problem?

Avoid? Face it? Ignore?

I'm struggling yet confusing right now,

what can i do to makes it better?

Recently really got no appetite to have any food,

those food in front of me but i got no mood to have it no matter how delicious it is.

I just only had little bit for whole week,

keep feel dizzy and out of energy and quiet as well.

Even i went to other people's house with my guys friend,

they all keep asking me why i eat so less although the dishes are delicous?

I told them i no appetite to eat and asked them enjoyed.

Luckily im not the only girls, other girls still enjoyed it as well,

after that i found the photo of us for prom night in my collegemate's photo album.

My friend said the photo looks not bad,

and i knows that is the only photo i taken with you on that day.

I download and save it in my laptop as well.

When i joined 2 of my guy friends went for PC fair,

I felt dizzy and not well perhaps not pale face,

but 2 of my guy friends did not realize that at all,lucky.

I thought i can meet the one i miss,

but too bad the person not at there, sad.

After that, had dinner together with my guy friends,

at that moment i only realized both of them quite gentleman.

While they chat about my problems, they just adviced not to think so much,

for the dinner, i only had a bit as well but keep chatting as well.

I sure three of us enjoyed the moment we chatted,

because from this chatting i knew we changed our impression for each other.

1 is my leader, and another is my collegemates;

but i never went out with the collegemate before although we know quite long.

But i know my collegemates really changed his impression about me and my leader,

i think this is the best chance to know each other more deeper.

It is rarely to get a friend in college can chat and share so much with you,

i sure we really appreciated this kind of pure friendship between both gender.

We shared our experience and thinking with each other,

perhaps we can have another chatting like yesterday again.

The whole day, the only thing in my mind is you;

but i know there is nothing i can do at this moment,

i know my friends are worry about me,

but i really need time to remanage it and fnd the way out;

i really appreciate the support from all of you!!

Actual Celebration of My Bday 2011

31/10/2011

Let's me store it in my memory of my brain,
because today is a meaningful day for you and me.
I never expect i could have such celebration with you,seriously.
What thing so special and makes me so unforgettable?

Midnight Session:

Around 2350, you call me and chat with me as usual,
until 0000 you said happy birthday with a kiss via mobile,
this little thing can makes me so happy,silly right?
After that we keep on chat for 10minutes plus,
only chat in msn as we still need to rush our things.

Morning Session:

Awake around 0430,super sleepy as i only sleep 2 hours,
after awake need to continue revise my notes as having final examination at 9am.
Im late to catch the bus as late finish prepare all my stuff,
end up still able catch the 0730am bus with my friend,continue discuss topic;
while waiting for 0830am morning call someone wake up. =)
Once reach my college,super starving buy a bread for myself,
at the same time prepare exam mood before enter to exam hall,nervous.
So glad that my college mates wish me happy birthday,happy;
some of them ask me why am i dress so to college?
I ask them why ask so? They answered never see i dress so LOL~
Lets go into the exam hall and sit for exam!!

Afternoon Session:

Too bad, i couldn't finish my paper =(
After finish my paper,go to computer lab and tell someone i done my exam.
Ops,he is busying rush his work, nevermind reply those wishes in my facebook,
continue waiting someone to fetch me =)
While waiting,i call my gf for chatting and kill time as well,
finally, the person i wait reach and its time to enjoy ^^

We chatting in the car while facing some traffic jam,
but he gives me first thing while waiting traffic jam,i feel touch and lovely.
I watching the video made by him, i really happy and lovely,
i never expect got a guy willing made a video for me.
Ops,seems like enter wrong parking session for the shopping mall,
he gives up and pay the ticket fees and here is the 2nd thing i got from him.
Before he pay the ticket fees to the auto pay machine,
he ask me listen is his car audio got sound before he leave his car,
then i heard his voice appear and tell me many things and slowly my tears drop down,
after that he sing a song for me,at the moment i really very touch.
Although others will not appreciate what he did,but i will;
because i really appreciate what he do for me all the while.

Evening and Night Session:

We go to a restaurant which sell Taiwanese food in a shopping mall,
after that we go to take our movie ticket and looking the text book i need for my uni.
First time enter gold class cinema for a movie with him,
he really gives me lot of surprise on that day ^^
After movie, we have our coffee in Starbuck and chit chat and snap some ugly photos,
due to lack time to rest, we decide back home after coffee and have some rest.


My feeling:

I dislike to have exam on my birthday, and this is first time to have it;
but i really appreciate what he=Mr.J do for me all the while we know each other until now.

First time got a guy willing spend his time and do all the things just to want me
happy and make the date memorable between me and mr.J, i really appreciate mr.J.

This year, i really got a memorable birthday celebration and i really enjoy it,
although this is the first time celebrate with mr.J,i really happy and feel lovely.

Other than that, i also need to thanks my parent whom allow me go out
more than 12hours and allow i go for my birthday celebration on actual day :D