Friendship

Friendship, perhaps everyone need it no matter when.
But how we define the word of "friendship"?
What is the different between friendship and stranger?
For me, friendship mean the person stay beside you when you need he/she/them.
Is everyone think so? I not sure of it.
Ya, everyone has different mind and different way to define the word friendship and i also cannot said the way how i define the word is accurate than others.
But if the person who stay beside you when you feel down yet he/she/them want you to do something that you dislike and said it friendship is like how we get point through credit card to get the reward that we want? And said if you don't do it, then she/he/them don't talk with you or don't be your friend anymore?
No doubt that the person really help you much when you down,need help and give you advice,is friendship=we earn point through credit card to get the reward that we want to?
I know the person can meant it if said don't talk with you, because you are not the only person who know the person.
At that moment i feel like, oh gosh, is that call friendship?
Or i used to be how my friend treat me from primary school until now?
My friends will stay beside me when i need them, and will concern and worry about me, but they never think what to get any reward from me even after i happy back or what.
I also stay beside them when them need me no matter how busy am i, just want them happy thats all, thats what i wish my friend can stay happy every moment.
I know for someone it sound silly and childish, is the world do not have real and pure friendship between each other?
Or human choose not to believe the word friendship??
I cannot comment how the person define the word friendship isn't correct, perhaps i really used to be how my friend and i treat each other.
As long my friend and i feel comfortable with the way how we treat each other.....

Acknowledgement

These few days too many thing happen on me, how to describe my feeling? perhaps is mixed.
Firstly i would like to thanks amos, because when i down and he call me from singapore and comfort me as a friend, and also advice me to be stronger, i really appreciate it.
Secondly i would like to thanks cnlow, he also listen and comfort and worry me when he knew i down even he and amos also very busy with their work, very very appreacite it.
Thirdly,my daddy. Even how busy is daddy still can comfort me and advice me, very lucky to have you, my daddy. Daddy is the best!!
Next, my friend jeff. Most of the time i feel down i will find him and chat, even now he is in the singapore army, but he still chat with me when he online,thanks you very much.
Then, my cousin bro tommi. Even he shoot me when he knew my problem but still listen it and give me some opinion and advice, i know he is very concern about me.
Hmm, next is princess wen and davis. i know even davis didn't find me,but i sure he very worry about me, so do princess wen...thanks thanks lot.
After that, the most important person, my friend elaine. I know both of us having some problem to face it, but we still still stay beside each other when one party need another party. We need to cheer up...let's us do it together friend..

p/s: Those people i mention above, are the people that beside me when i very very down and worry about me. I promise you all and myself, i will find back the smiling that i lost in past and also will treat myself better and will not make you all worry about me. Give me 2 months time to let me work out, i believe everything will going better after that. And also 1 of my team member, thanks that you keep on "sour" me and make me laugh and keep ask me am i ok? I really appreciate it, i will remember those people who help me before....very very thanks you..

Memories

Memories is a part of our life,
some people life in memory and lie themselves, some will just keep their memory.
For me, i will just keep those memories probably no matter sweet or bitter because that is part of my life.
Memory exist because something happen on you or in your life, make you unforgetable.
Yesterday got people ask me about my first love, then i told the person those memories i have in my memory.
On that moment i only realize that how pure is the memories that i have.
While i tell my memories to the person i also will smile and feel sweet...
People said first love is unforgetable, is that true? i not sure, but for me, it is.
Those memory really brings me happiness, sadness, touching, appreciate...
That also cause me very appreciate the thing i have right now, even first love make me feel regret but as long we still friend and we satisfy that with our current life.
Without past, there is no future,
Past can change a person.

Without love, i don't know what is love.
Without hurt, i don't know how pain is love.
Without cry, i don't know how much i love you.
Without pain, i don't know how deep i love you.
Without sweet, i don't know love can bring happiness.
Without angry, i don't know that i so care about you.
Without regret, i dont know how to appreciate.
Without you, i lose those memories in my mind.
Without memory, my life not colorful.

Will you and i become memory? i really got no idea...
I don't wish but i understand that not everything happen as what we expect,
but at least i did try my best to do well while i have that.
i believe as we don't expect or desire much in our life, will get lesser arguement.
Expect less and do more what we can do in our life....