Friday, November 23, 2012

Unknown side vs unknown feeling

This will be the first time ever i scroll down to view his Facebook homepage,
When the moment i scroll down to view his homepage there are few strange feelings.

This is not the first time i view his homepage in Facebook,
But this will be the first time i allow myself scroll down to view his profile.

Can i just assume myself overcome my fear to view his Facebook profile?
I don't ever understand why am i allow myself to scroll down and have a look on that,
It has been more than half years i know him, but i dare not view his profile so detail.

I'm afraid i can't take it, i'm afraid i jealous, i'm afraid i sad and so on........
I'm surprise that i never stop my hand to scrolling down to view his profile,
accidentally i found another side of him i never see before.

What a complicated feeling after view his profile,
until i don't know how to express my feeling as well.

I feel sad when i saw those emo post in his profile,
I feel complicated when i saw those photos i shouldn't see.
I always know what is the reason makes me stop scrolling down to view his page,
after viewing it makes me feel he has the unknown side which i never see before;
I really hopes he can get a right girl whom he loves and care her till the end of his life.

Although his past experience had similar with my past experience,
and i hopes we can learn the right way to threat people through our past experiences.
I hopes we can appreciate all the things we have in our life, 
and thank god and fate make us meet in this world,
and let us fall in love to each other, hopes we can be the right person for each other.

Dear, just erase our past experience and appreciate what we have right now.
Through out all the memories, i believe we know how to threat each other.
I can't predict what will happen to our future, but i sincerely hope the promises you made will come true.



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