i will bear with it as well..

today..feel very hungry, very very hungry wish can have a nice breakfast when i open my eye from sleeping. last night i very early went to sleep, even you sent me message i also no reply, i thought i can have a nice sleep, but i am not. i always awake from sleeping last night, erm, i think more than 3 times i awake from sleeping. i also not sure what thing make me keep on awake from sleeping, but once i awake i just got 1 feeling that is painful. that is why i keep on want sleeping because sleep can let me temporary forget the painful, nothing i can do with the braces even dentist said if i can't bear the pain then just eat the panadol but i don't want, i know i can bear the painful as well. but this morning when i wake up i feel the painful feeling is worst than yesterday, i tell myself never mind i can do that, i sure can pass through the pain with myself..it is very very hard to do it, even though i know i will get the pain when i decide to put braces..i still have 2 or 3 more years to go for the braces, which mean i wear this braces more than 1 year, in this 1 year i did not eat any painkiller when i bear with the pain because i don't wish to eat that that is why i continue bear with it..but this time is very very pain, until i almost give up and eat painkiller..no matter open or close mouth i feel the pain, even sneeze or eat i also have to be careful. who can understand the feeling well? i understand that beauty need to pay the price, after go through those painful i will get a nice teeth..perhaps i really can go through those painful as well..

p/s: just now your support to me i appreciate,but i sure you will forget again once you busy with your work, even though you apologize to me that you can't accompany because of your work, but you wouldn't understand that when i need your comfort i always get nothing even i understand why you work so hard..i know you tired and work hard but i also wouldn't make you feel that i am your burden for you.