就让一切回到原点.

就让一切回到原点. Let's back to the beginning.
How come i will have such feeling?
It is because i realize something on yesterday,
what is it?how to say...hmm....
Maybe shall say with this way, which is......
I misunderstand someone's feeling towards me.
Is that clear? How can i feel so?
When i feel it, what is the first thing come to my mind?
I feel so that im very silly,how can i misunderstand?
I keep laughing myself how can i so stupid.
I guess many people will say im stupid and naive as well.

I do hope,what i feel is not true just i think much.
But too bad,that is fact.
Although i know the fact,i still remain silent.
I know nothing i can say at the moment.
Remain silent is the best way for me,at least now.
Im so sorry that i misunderstand "you".

At first,i suspect i fall to you,but i keep deny in my mind.
But slowly i realize,im cheat my own if i deny.
Therefore,i admit my feeling toward you.
When the moment "you" know,"you" said let us go slow.
At that moment i was so happy,
because i thought that was hint from "you".

When i fall sick,your concern make me feel warm and lovely,
at that moment i thought you fall to me.
Until the misunderstand happened between you and me,
you told me that you started fall to me,
i am happy,at the same time surprise and worry.
I know im nt the perfect girl you looking for.

After the misunderstand happen,i never happy at all.
And i slowly realized there is some uncertain feeling,
Am i in a dream when the moment you told me you started fall to me?
Because i cannot feel that you fall to me,but i ignore it.
I dont want know the truth of your feeling.

I repeat looking the messages between you and me,
in my opinion,you got bit bit fall to me.
But until yesterday,i knew that was just my dream,
you are rational,know what you want in your life.
And you are good in hiding yourself,do you know it?
Because of that,i not sure are you really started to fall to me?
I choose to not ask you,i no dare to know.

I know i can ask you straight forward,but i don't wish.
Actually i can guess it from your words and attitude,
i know you are just looking for a sincere friendship,
and i don't wish our friendship ruin by my stupid.
I do care the friendship between you and me.

When you ask me who is the guy fulfill my requirement,
i answered you a guy,but not telling you who is he.
I escape the question even i do wish to say it out.
Honestly,you are the only one person who fulfill my requirement,
even i not sure do you know who is the guy.
But since you no ask,and i also no tell you who is he.

Maybe is better if you din't keep ask,make me hard to answer.
I appreciate it.
Even i very wish to be with you,but i guess i will hide it.
Hide in the deepest place for now
I guess is better for us,even i don't even know do we have chance.
Anyway,i just know i'll hide my feeling toward you,
Maybe until you got the right person in your life.

p/s: know that you not feeling well in England,
i do very worry and i did not over concern you as a friend,
because i don't wish my over concern bring you troublesome.
Therefore i choose to concern as a friend,
although i don't know your exactly feeling toward me,
but i guess i will not ask you anymore;
until you tell me your feeling.