Merry X'mas

Oh no!! My final is on next week!!!
But x'mas is on next week too
It makes me feel no much mood to study
o.O that's terrible right?

X'mas.............sigh
I really wish to have a memorable X'mas with "you"!!
but too bad, i know it might not happen
Anyway, i still will buy "you" a x'mas gift as what i promise "you"
no matter will i have the chance to pass it to you

I know what can i do after the argument happened
i understand your feeling as well,
honestly, i never blame you at all..
i do keep waiting to get your message from other country,
seems like waiting is the thing i can do now.

I always is you good girl as i promise you,
i do always listen your advice,
i very wish you can stay beside me right now,
but i know now i can't too rely on you.

I know im not the perfect one in this world,
i m appreciate that you share your feeling with me,
i guess you also know my feeling as well,
what will it be,no one will know.

Anyway, i really wish "you" can have a nice x'mas,
although i don't know how will you celebrate it,
but i still hope "you" can enjoy it as well,
because i just hope that "you" will happy in your life.xD