beautiful misunderstanding

beautiful moment

1st day we know, first time we chat......
everything is beautiful even those memory recall by me right now....
that moment, can be consider as beautiful and relax....
slowly.......things change between us......
at first, i ignore, but too bad....the feeling cannot lie....end up i face wit the feel i have...
lucky that......we have same feeling to each other...that i very glad....and happy......


day by day......the thing we talk about..the thing we know about getting more and deeper.....
shall i categories that is a good thing for us? actually i trust that is good thing...but............
when the thing we know more bout each other.....the more thing we share out with each other.......
i really thought will be fine, will be alright, will be better, will be happier....and etc......
slowly wait the text you sent to me everyday, wait the call from you, wait you chat with me.........
it is a sweet moment actually, i no doubt with it!! really!!
the more sweet word from each other, make me feel that yes, this is the thing i want........
the more we spend time with, the more i get addicted with.....
trying to cheat myself...end up fail......
when the moment i need help, you are the one who stay beside me and support me...
when i down, you be there for me and make me laugh back......

when the more thing you do for me.......the more deeper i stepped.....
when the more thing you concern about me....the more i feel happy and warm...
when the more thing you share with me.....the more i rely on you....
when the moment i share my favorite song with you, you said you like it......
when the moment i listen back the song i share with you, i smile.....
when the moment i see back all the text you sent, i feel warm.....
when the moment i think back the advice you told me, i feel sweet......
when the moment i miss you, i feel sweet because got you!

beautiful starting

from the day by day, time by time.................
both of us got a different feeling toward each other........
finally on a special date........we have a normal but sweet starting.........
everything seems smooth......
everything seems nice.....
everything seems happy.....
everything seems sweet....
everything seems warm........

beautiful moment + beautiful starting = beautiful misunderstanding

things start to change from a night.....
is that i think too much?
is that i too sensitive?
is that the fact?
is that this and that.........
and then..........things prove that what i feel is correct.....
started to be moody..
started to be upset....
started to be unhappy...
started to be hurt...
started to be cry......
started to see, recall,think all the thing i have......end up hide at a corner and cry alone.....
it sound so pity.....maybe change another word....today the thing i get from you....."ya,we are too fast" maybe is just a beautiful misunderstanding.....maybe.......i hate maybe....because "maybe" is the word and excuses that for those people who don't wish to responsible.....

p/s: am i do wrong? i not sure..really....i know we are serious with each other....but...what is the main problem? i really don't know.....after cry out, i feel much better...never expect that i will cry out...after that keep repeating the song i share with you.......actually.....i really miss you....shall i say this to you? i no idea...i just be who am i when i with you....

Baskin Robbin for 31/03/10

Guess what is it??
Hehehe...can you guess it??
hehehe..tips: If you every wednesday wear pink color shirt will get discount..^-^
hehhee...Finally reach 31 of the month..wow...
Answer is : Ice-cream from Baskin Robbin
I bought it after my class..lucky not much people o..XD















Oh yeah!!
That is my favorite flavor for this ice-cream XD
The top want is mint with chocolate chip..
Seems delicious yummy yummy =)
The bottom of the flavor i can't remember >.<" Obviously i bought it for myself..^-^ Too bad..=.= this ice-cream melted..hmm.. :-(

This half gallon got four flavor of ice-cream..
I also don't even remember what flavor i mix for this half gallon...O.o"
Hmm...this is for my parent...because....they ask me to buy it..hehehe.. :-)
Wakaka...parent can have delicious dessert after their dinner..yippie..

For someone: *my dear gf*
My dear gf-> those photos i taken just to share with you oh..hehhe..i hope those photos can make you feel happy and excited..^-^
If got chance, we go to eat Baskin robbin together ok ma?

p/s: hope these photos can make my dear happy back..XD

有些话不是随便说说而已

好久没有在此写下我的心情，这几天比较忙于工作，也比较累，可是却依依不舍这些和你们相处过的时间。原本以为不可能会变成朋友，偏偏我们成了好朋友。你们的出现使我在那里觉得不那么闷兼无聊，你们说说笑笑虽然有点冷，可是我却配合你们，也渐渐融入你们的世界，也渐渐让我依依不舍，那种感觉无法形容，可以说是矛盾。我知道我必须放弃一样来换回一样，也知道什么是我该放弃的。我不愿意等待或看见那天的来临，因为对我们来说是离别，不知心中的你们是否有同感，还是你们已习惯。还可以和你们朝夕相对的日子渐渐越来越少，也是我渐渐的不舍得和不习惯。虽然相处的时间不长，可是我却渐渐习惯了你们的存在。当我渐渐适应和习惯，离别的日子却越来越近，该怎么办才好呢？虽然有了人手来代替我所做的一切可是。。。。。。。心情无法形容。。。。俗语说天下无不散筵席，应该可以代替我说要表达的一切。。。该好好珍惜和你们相处的时间，虽然万般不舍得，我明白终究得习惯，终究得舍得。。。希望未来还能保持联络。。认识到你们真好，虽然真的很忙可是却享受那些时光。。。谢谢你们。。。

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吴若权的书“男人心，回纹针”里写道有些话不是随便说说而已里有写到男人随便说说的话，女人不见得要认真介意。却要仔细思考他所说的，在心底有个分析。有些话只是为了增加相处的情趣，有些话却另有目的。其实该如何分辨真假，每个女生的心里都会有所考量。是否每个男生所说的话就可以当真？那么男生的句子里的真实度何在？每当每个女生相信了该男生所说的话，到头来得到的却是伤害时，责任该归功于谁？是女生天真的一厢情愿去相信？还是男生不该说出一些话让女生觉得很可能实现？在现实世界里，很多事情都是残忍的，很多人说唯有强者才能留在这现实兼残忍的世界里。是否每个男女都想在两性之间的关系中扮演着强者的角色才能把身边的人留在他/她的身边？当现实是残忍兼现实是否意味着两性之间也和残忍兼现实化上等号？是否当上强者就能真的开心的生活？或许换句话说是否每一方面都当上强者，那么你的人生就会完美无瑕？

The day after my bday

It's been more than a week after my birthday..
Hmm...nothing much changes, everything still same and normal~
This year's birthday get few surprise from my family,friends and someone who special..
Really thanks you and appreciate those surprise that they give me..memorable neh~yippie~
Recently feel very tired, shoulder keep pain and sour...what happen exactly??
After spend a nice holiday with someone, it's time for me to start working life~
Although still haven't use to it but i believe i still can do it as well~ (gambateh~)
Everyday have to wake up at 6:45am and start work at 8am,lucky still able to work..
So i need to sleep earlier if not sure fishing in the office, (lucky boss not found out keke ^-^)
The working place...erm...just a small company,but everyday like having war..
See the worker busy and busy, the boss's face very black but i think they are nice too..
Past three days just keep on do the same thing, even is small matter but it can make me busy all the time..
Hmm...wonder when could i learn new thing from them??
After i start work, i can have my normal meal (previously i do not eat meal punctually =.=)
Morning mummy cook for me before she go to work,then lunch time...go eat with my colleague or go home alone to have it, after i finish work, go back home and prepare some ingredient for dinner and wait mummy come back and cook ^-^ (sound nice)
Even just a temporary job, but i feel lucky that i still able to get a job even they need permanent worker than temporary...
Even i know is tired,but i still hope can continue my work until they get a new admin..
I feel happy and sweet that got morning call from someone even my day is tired and tired..(thanks to the person who everyday wake me up ^o^)
Hmm....it's time to bed...tomorrow need to work as today on leave because both of my leg cramp..=.="

my 21st bday celebration on 24/10/09

Hmm..
Just now ask me act kiss "spider", now ask me act eat "spider"??
This gang of friends, really got many weird pose..
But i enjoy the celebration that they plan for me..thanks ya^o^
Love you all~~^.^Muax~
Oh no..!!
They ask me kiss the "spider"
"spider" actually is a kiwi and those chocolate as legs and head..
Are they asking me act cute??
Will I look like silly girl?? hmm....(wonder...)
Hehe..am i smile sweet??LOL~
Show my teeth and wanna cut my beautiful cake..
Haha..1...2....3........smile...snap photo liao~keke..
Hmm...friends ask me make wish o..
Got 3 wishes,hope will come true..^^
Wah~ looking the nice and pretty cake
Feel like not really want to eat it..=.=
Comment->Cake from Bizz cafe..hmm...not bad leh..
Thanks thanks all my lovely friends..
I love the cake so much ^o^
My first birthday cake for my birthday on 2009
Date: 24/10/09
Location: Bizz Cafe
Purpose: celebrate my birthday ^^
Cameraman: 1 of the worker in Bizz Cafe

p/s: I feel this photo nice because all of us smile
and show our beautiful teeth keke^o^

Date: 24/10/09
Location: Bizz Cafe (Bukit Tinggi)
Total of People: 5 girls (can form a "gang") LOL~
Purpose: My birthday celebration ^_^

p/s: Hey girls..see the mirror and say "cheese", show your
beautiful and white teeth ^^


Date: 24/10/09
Location: Bizz cafe ( Bukit Tinggi)
Total of people: 4 girls (before 2pm)
Purpose: Celebrate my birthday ^.^

p/s: hey everyone see the mirror there and smile..that's right ^_^

outing photo 1

hmm...eating fries and reading magazine...
sound relax wor my friend...
yet i playing with my camera...
first time play with it..not bad not bad..
kekeke...
Location: Bizz cafe at bukit tinggi..

hahaha..
snap-ing each other with our drink that we ordered..
Hey, don't keep snap faster try the drink that we order....kekkee..

hahaha..taken by me..is it nice?
Location: Bukit Tinggi Bizz Cafe
2 friends having dinner at there.
Can we go to get a advertisement from darlie?
since we smile so sweet...kekekeke^^
1 me and 2 friend's showed..

2 Lemon Tail from Bizz Cafe at bukit tinggi
Ordered by me and my friend..
Nice Nice,worth to recommend...
p/s: those photos taken at 23/09/09

"Sometime i don't say it out doesn't mean i don't know,
Something i not very sure how could i tell you all?
Sometime i remain silent just because i don't wish thing become complicated,
Sometime i do explain why don't you all just trust it yet keep asking and spreading,
Sometime what you all see doesn't mean you know everything through what you see.
Sometime being low profile also hard,
Sometime ignore doesn't mean everything did not happen."

Penang trip

29/08/09

Today i go to Penang for travel with my relative and my family, we go there by 3 cars which mean 15 people and 1 baby, sound many people...hehehe..but we still can enjoy our journey at there. 4:10am my mum wake me up as i fall asleep around 2am, so actually i not enough sleep at all, but i still able wake up when my mum knock my door. Hmm, thought i can sleep while my dad drive us,but too bad i couldn't sleep well, while my dad is driving, i just looking the view outside and start to thinking something perhaps i can get answer but too bad i can't, since can't then i enjoy my trip with my cousins. We reach there around 11am, then we go to the temple for pray after that only go to have our lunch. The weather at there quite hot, lucky i do not bring long sleeve shirt if not sure become roasted human^_^.After that 6:30pm we go to have our dinner, then we go to Penang Gurney Plaza for shop, we shop till 10:30 then only go back to hotel.

30/09/09
Today sleep till 9:30am only wake up,after that change cloth and do my stuff we go buy some stuff such as biscuit,then go eat the ice kacang after that go pray pray again, today got rain a little bit but make us feel more hot. At first we plan want go to Butterfly farm, but worry will rain again so we decide go back to hotel before go back t hotel we pack some food so that tomorrow we can have some breakfast or can eat later then also can let those kids can have some time to swim or go to gym for some exercise, haha...i follow to gym and do some exercise too...health more important...keke...after that we go to hawker stall for our dinner, too bad my food is come late make me starve at there luckily is serve to me...Tonight the Gurney bay got a lots of car and cause jam, if not we also wish to have a walk at there..

31/09/09
Merdeka, happy birthday to Malaysia. Yesterday my brother teach my grandmother 1 word which is Merdeka, my grandmother so clever she know how to speak it, clap clap....and today also is my grandparent wedding anniversary...We will end our journey by today, so we decide take ferry for our way to back home..Its long time that we never take ferry, then we take this chance to snap some family photos while we on the ferry...Even this journey not very special, but is good for family because we can get more happy memory in the trip that we having. I know everyone is happy for this trip, hopefully we still got other trip in the future.