好久没有在此写下我的心情，这几天比较忙于工作，也比较累，可是却依依不舍这些和你们相处过的时间。原本以为不可能会变成朋友，偏偏我们成了好朋友。你们的出现使我在那里觉得不那么闷兼无聊，你们说说笑笑虽然有点冷，可是我却配合你们，也渐渐融入你们的世界，也渐渐让我依依不舍，那种感觉无法形容，可以说是矛盾。我知道我必须放弃一样来换回一样，也知道什么是我该放弃的。我不愿意等待或看见那天的来临，因为对我们来说是离别，不知心中的你们是否有同感，还是你们已习惯。还可以和你们朝夕相对的日子渐渐越来越少，也是我渐渐的不舍得和不习惯。虽然相处的时间不长，可是我却渐渐习惯了你们的存在。当我渐渐适应和习惯，离别的日子却越来越近，该怎么办才好呢？虽然有了人手来代替我所做的一切可是。。。。。。。心情无法形容。。。。俗语说天下无不散筵席，应该可以代替我说要表达的一切。。。该好好珍惜和你们相处的时间，虽然万般不舍得，我明白终究得习惯，终究得舍得。。。希望未来还能保持联络。。认识到你们真好，虽然真的很忙可是却享受那些时光。。。谢谢你们。。。
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吴若权的书“男人心，回纹针”里写道有些话不是随便说说而已里有写到男人随便说说的话，女人不见得要认真介意。却要仔细思考他所说的，在心底有个分析。有些话只是为了增加相处的情趣，有些话却另有目的。其实该如何分辨真假，每个女生的心里都会有所考量。是否每个男生所说的话就可以当真？那么男生的句子里的真实度何在？每当每个女生相信了该男生所说的话，到头来得到的却是伤害时，责任该归功于谁？是女生天真的一厢情愿去相信？还是男生不该说出一些话让女生觉得很可能实现？在现实世界里，很多事情都是残忍的，很多人说唯有强者才能留在这现实兼残忍的世界里。是否每个男女都想在两性之间的关系中扮演着强者的角色才能把身边的人留在他/她的身边？当现实是残忍兼现实是否意味着两性之间也和残忍兼现实化上等号？是否当上强者就能真的开心的生活？或许换句话说是否每一方面都当上强者，那么你的人生就会完美无瑕？
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Thursday, November 12, 2009
The day after my bday
It's been more than a week after my birthday..
Hmm...nothing much changes, everything still same and normal~
This year's birthday get few surprise from my family,friends and someone who special..
Really thanks you and appreciate those surprise that they give me..memorable neh~yippie~
Recently feel very tired, shoulder keep pain and sour...what happen exactly??
After spend a nice holiday with someone, it's time for me to start working life~
Although still haven't use to it but i believe i still can do it as well~ (gambateh~)
Everyday have to wake up at 6:45am and start work at 8am,lucky still able to work..
So i need to sleep earlier if not sure fishing in the office, (lucky boss not found out keke ^-^)
The working place...erm...just a small company,but everyday like having war..
See the worker busy and busy, the boss's face very black but i think they are nice too..
Past three days just keep on do the same thing, even is small matter but it can make me busy all the time..
Hmm...wonder when could i learn new thing from them??
After i start work, i can have my normal meal (previously i do not eat meal punctually =.=)
Morning mummy cook for me before she go to work,then lunch time...go eat with my colleague or go home alone to have it, after i finish work, go back home and prepare some ingredient for dinner and wait mummy come back and cook ^-^ (sound nice)
Even just a temporary job, but i feel lucky that i still able to get a job even they need permanent worker than temporary...
Even i know is tired,but i still hope can continue my work until they get a new admin..
I feel happy and sweet that got morning call from someone even my day is tired and tired..(thanks to the person who everyday wake me up ^o^)
Hmm....it's time to bed...tomorrow need to work as today on leave because both of my leg cramp..=.="
Hmm...nothing much changes, everything still same and normal~
This year's birthday get few surprise from my family,friends and someone who special..
Really thanks you and appreciate those surprise that they give me..memorable neh~yippie~
Recently feel very tired, shoulder keep pain and sour...what happen exactly??
After spend a nice holiday with someone, it's time for me to start working life~
Although still haven't use to it but i believe i still can do it as well~ (gambateh~)
Everyday have to wake up at 6:45am and start work at 8am,lucky still able to work..
So i need to sleep earlier if not sure fishing in the office, (lucky boss not found out keke ^-^)
The working place...erm...just a small company,but everyday like having war..
See the worker busy and busy, the boss's face very black but i think they are nice too..
Past three days just keep on do the same thing, even is small matter but it can make me busy all the time..
Hmm...wonder when could i learn new thing from them??
After i start work, i can have my normal meal (previously i do not eat meal punctually =.=)
Morning mummy cook for me before she go to work,then lunch time...go eat with my colleague or go home alone to have it, after i finish work, go back home and prepare some ingredient for dinner and wait mummy come back and cook ^-^ (sound nice)
Even just a temporary job, but i feel lucky that i still able to get a job even they need permanent worker than temporary...
Even i know is tired,but i still hope can continue my work until they get a new admin..
I feel happy and sweet that got morning call from someone even my day is tired and tired..(thanks to the person who everyday wake me up ^o^)
Hmm....it's time to bed...tomorrow need to work as today on leave because both of my leg cramp..=.="
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
my 21st bday celebration on 24/10/09
Hmm..Just now ask me act kiss "spider", now ask me act eat "spider"??
This gang of friends, really got many weird pose..
But i enjoy the celebration that they plan for me..thanks ya^o^
Love you all~~^.^Muax~
Oh no..!!They ask me kiss the "spider"
"spider" actually is a kiwi and those chocolate as legs and head..
Are they asking me act cute??
Will I look like silly girl?? hmm....(wonder...)
Hehe..am i smile sweet??LOL~Show my teeth and wanna cut my beautiful cake..
Haha..1...2....3........smile...snap photo liao~keke..
Hmm...friends ask me make wish o..Got 3 wishes,hope will come true..^^
Wah~ looking the nice and pretty cake
Feel like not really want to eat it..=.=
Comment->Cake from Bizz cafe..hmm...not bad leh..Thanks thanks all my lovely friends..
I love the cake so much ^o^
My first birthday cake for my birthday on 2009
Date: 24/10/09Location: Bizz Cafe
Purpose: celebrate my birthday ^^
Cameraman: 1 of the worker in Bizz Cafe
p/s: I feel this photo nice because all of us smile
and show our beautiful teeth keke^o^
Date: 24/10/09Location: Bizz Cafe (Bukit Tinggi)
Total of People: 5 girls (can form a "gang") LOL~
Purpose: My birthday celebration ^_^
p/s: Hey girls..see the mirror and say "cheese", show your
beautiful and white teeth ^^
Date: 24/10/09
Location: Bizz cafe ( Bukit Tinggi)
Total of people: 4 girls (before 2pm)
Purpose: Celebrate my birthday ^.^
p/s: hey everyone see the mirror there and smile..that's right ^_^
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
outing photo 1
hmm...eating fries and reading magazine...sound relax wor my friend...
yet i playing with my camera...
first time play with it..not bad not bad..
kekeke...
Location: Bizz cafe at bukit tinggi..
hahaha..snap-ing each other with our drink that we ordered..
Hey, don't keep snap faster try the drink that we order....kekkee..
hahaha..taken by me..is it nice?Location: Bukit Tinggi Bizz Cafe
2 friends having dinner at there.
Can we go to get a advertisement from darlie?
since we smile so sweet...kekekeke^^
1 me and 2 friend's showed..
2 Lemon Tail from Bizz Cafe at bukit tinggiOrdered by me and my friend..
Nice Nice,worth to recommend...
p/s: those photos taken at 23/09/09
"Sometime i don't say it out doesn't mean i don't know,
Something i not very sure how could i tell you all?
Sometime i remain silent just because i don't wish thing become complicated,
Sometime i do explain why don't you all just trust it yet keep asking and spreading,
Sometime what you all see doesn't mean you know everything through what you see.
Sometime being low profile also hard,
Sometime ignore doesn't mean everything did not happen."
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Penang trip
29/08/09
Today i go to Penang for travel with my relative and my family, we go there by 3 cars which mean 15 people and 1 baby, sound many people...hehehe..but we still can enjoy our journey at there. 4:10am my mum wake me up as i fall asleep around 2am, so actually i not enough sleep at all, but i still able wake up when my mum knock my door. Hmm, thought i can sleep while my dad drive us,but too bad i couldn't sleep well, while my dad is driving, i just looking the view outside and start to thinking something perhaps i can get answer but too bad i can't, since can't then i enjoy my trip with my cousins. We reach there around 11am, then we go to the temple for pray after that only go to have our lunch. The weather at there quite hot, lucky i do not bring long sleeve shirt if not sure become roasted human^_^.After that 6:30pm we go to have our dinner, then we go to Penang Gurney Plaza for shop, we shop till 10:30 then only go back to hotel.
30/09/09
Today sleep till 9:30am only wake up,after that change cloth and do my stuff we go buy some stuff such as biscuit,then go eat the ice kacang after that go pray pray again, today got rain a little bit but make us feel more hot. At first we plan want go to Butterfly farm, but worry will rain again so we decide go back to hotel before go back t hotel we pack some food so that tomorrow we can have some breakfast or can eat later then also can let those kids can have some time to swim or go to gym for some exercise, haha...i follow to gym and do some exercise too...health more important...keke...after that we go to hawker stall for our dinner, too bad my food is come late make me starve at there luckily is serve to me...Tonight the Gurney bay got a lots of car and cause jam, if not we also wish to have a walk at there..
31/09/09
Merdeka, happy birthday to Malaysia. Yesterday my brother teach my grandmother 1 word which is Merdeka, my grandmother so clever she know how to speak it, clap clap....and today also is my grandparent wedding anniversary...We will end our journey by today, so we decide take ferry for our way to back home..Its long time that we never take ferry, then we take this chance to snap some family photos while we on the ferry...Even this journey not very special, but is good for family because we can get more happy memory in the trip that we having. I know everyone is happy for this trip, hopefully we still got other trip in the future.
Monday, July 27, 2009
Friendship
Friendship, perhaps everyone need it no matter when.
But how we define the word of "friendship"?
What is the different between friendship and stranger?
For me, friendship mean the person stay beside you when you need he/she/them.
Is everyone think so? I not sure of it.
Ya, everyone has different mind and different way to define the word friendship and i also cannot said the way how i define the word is accurate than others.
But if the person who stay beside you when you feel down yet he/she/them want you to do something that you dislike and said it friendship is like how we get point through credit card to get the reward that we want? And said if you don't do it, then she/he/them don't talk with you or don't be your friend anymore?
No doubt that the person really help you much when you down,need help and give you advice,is friendship=we earn point through credit card to get the reward that we want to?
I know the person can meant it if said don't talk with you, because you are not the only person who know the person.
At that moment i feel like, oh gosh, is that call friendship?
Or i used to be how my friend treat me from primary school until now?
My friends will stay beside me when i need them, and will concern and worry about me, but they never think what to get any reward from me even after i happy back or what.
I also stay beside them when them need me no matter how busy am i, just want them happy thats all, thats what i wish my friend can stay happy every moment.
I know for someone it sound silly and childish, is the world do not have real and pure friendship between each other?
Or human choose not to believe the word friendship??
I cannot comment how the person define the word friendship isn't correct, perhaps i really used to be how my friend and i treat each other.
As long my friend and i feel comfortable with the way how we treat each other.....
But how we define the word of "friendship"?
What is the different between friendship and stranger?
For me, friendship mean the person stay beside you when you need he/she/them.
Is everyone think so? I not sure of it.
Ya, everyone has different mind and different way to define the word friendship and i also cannot said the way how i define the word is accurate than others.
But if the person who stay beside you when you feel down yet he/she/them want you to do something that you dislike and said it friendship is like how we get point through credit card to get the reward that we want? And said if you don't do it, then she/he/them don't talk with you or don't be your friend anymore?
No doubt that the person really help you much when you down,need help and give you advice,is friendship=we earn point through credit card to get the reward that we want to?
I know the person can meant it if said don't talk with you, because you are not the only person who know the person.
At that moment i feel like, oh gosh, is that call friendship?
Or i used to be how my friend treat me from primary school until now?
My friends will stay beside me when i need them, and will concern and worry about me, but they never think what to get any reward from me even after i happy back or what.
I also stay beside them when them need me no matter how busy am i, just want them happy thats all, thats what i wish my friend can stay happy every moment.
I know for someone it sound silly and childish, is the world do not have real and pure friendship between each other?
Or human choose not to believe the word friendship??
I cannot comment how the person define the word friendship isn't correct, perhaps i really used to be how my friend and i treat each other.
As long my friend and i feel comfortable with the way how we treat each other.....
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Acknowledgement
These few days too many thing happen on me, how to describe my feeling? perhaps is mixed.
Firstly i would like to thanks amos, because when i down and he call me from singapore and comfort me as a friend, and also advice me to be stronger, i really appreciate it.
Secondly i would like to thanks cnlow, he also listen and comfort and worry me when he knew i down even he and amos also very busy with their work, very very appreacite it.
Thirdly,my daddy. Even how busy is daddy still can comfort me and advice me, very lucky to have you, my daddy. Daddy is the best!!
Next, my friend jeff. Most of the time i feel down i will find him and chat, even now he is in the singapore army, but he still chat with me when he online,thanks you very much.
Then, my cousin bro tommi. Even he shoot me when he knew my problem but still listen it and give me some opinion and advice, i know he is very concern about me.
Hmm, next is princess wen and davis. i know even davis didn't find me,but i sure he very worry about me, so do princess wen...thanks thanks lot.
After that, the most important person, my friend elaine. I know both of us having some problem to face it, but we still still stay beside each other when one party need another party. We need to cheer up...let's us do it together friend..
p/s: Those people i mention above, are the people that beside me when i very very down and worry about me. I promise you all and myself, i will find back the smiling that i lost in past and also will treat myself better and will not make you all worry about me. Give me 2 months time to let me work out, i believe everything will going better after that. And also 1 of my team member, thanks that you keep on "sour" me and make me laugh and keep ask me am i ok? I really appreciate it, i will remember those people who help me before....very very thanks you..
Firstly i would like to thanks amos, because when i down and he call me from singapore and comfort me as a friend, and also advice me to be stronger, i really appreciate it.
Secondly i would like to thanks cnlow, he also listen and comfort and worry me when he knew i down even he and amos also very busy with their work, very very appreacite it.
Thirdly,my daddy. Even how busy is daddy still can comfort me and advice me, very lucky to have you, my daddy. Daddy is the best!!
Next, my friend jeff. Most of the time i feel down i will find him and chat, even now he is in the singapore army, but he still chat with me when he online,thanks you very much.
Then, my cousin bro tommi. Even he shoot me when he knew my problem but still listen it and give me some opinion and advice, i know he is very concern about me.
Hmm, next is princess wen and davis. i know even davis didn't find me,but i sure he very worry about me, so do princess wen...thanks thanks lot.
After that, the most important person, my friend elaine. I know both of us having some problem to face it, but we still still stay beside each other when one party need another party. We need to cheer up...let's us do it together friend..
p/s: Those people i mention above, are the people that beside me when i very very down and worry about me. I promise you all and myself, i will find back the smiling that i lost in past and also will treat myself better and will not make you all worry about me. Give me 2 months time to let me work out, i believe everything will going better after that. And also 1 of my team member, thanks that you keep on "sour" me and make me laugh and keep ask me am i ok? I really appreciate it, i will remember those people who help me before....very very thanks you..
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