Doubt

Hmm....
How come recently so much things happened on me??
Seems like i not really can take it, o.O
Anyway, instead of bother troublesome problem,
i would rather spend time on my health..
Headache, please go away from me ok??

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I've been asking myself,
am i choose a wrong way to go on??
But do i have a way back after i choose current way?
It seems no, i think i just can stick to my decision even it will occur more misunderstand.
I know that isn't a best way,
at least better than i choose another way.

I just can say sorry,
i really try my best to work it,really really try my best.
Those misunderstand, i just can choose to ignore it...
My feeling, do you ever understand?

When i face those misunderstand from you guys,
what answer or explanation that you guys expect me to give?
I know you guys concern about me,
but i got my reason for remaining silence.
It doesn't mean i do not care those misunderstand,
i do care, but what else i can do except remain silence?

I just can say...
Thing is not what you guy think of...
When the day come, you guys will understand my reason.
Even i doubt with my decision, but i got no more choice can choose.