The answer part 1

My eye feel so dry, lucky my eye still seems alright.
Without telling,no one will know that i cried few times for today.
Hmm....how many times i had been cry??
Let me count for it....err....
More than 5 times?
I think around that, not really sure of it..

Today i got some answer from "you"
But those answer makes me cried badly,
i'm glad that you never knew i crying while you chatting with me.
It's that a hint for me to give up?
I not really sure with that,seriously....

Never thought it hunting "you" until "you" dare not step out,
never thought it will become a problem between "you" and me,
never thought this will happen on me.
I thought everything will be fine after i walked out from past,
I thought it will have a brand new chapter with "you",
I thought i still have chance?

Today i only know that it cause "you" dare not step further,
it hunting you every time "you" think of it,
it become the main reason blocking "you" and me,
i really really never think of it at all.

This is third time i heard this kind of reason,
different is...different guy talked different reason to me.
I really don't know what respond shall i give you.
The reason "you" told me really out of my expectation,
but what else i can say since "you" told me the reason??