Thursday, December 30, 2010

End of 2010 (part 1)

I shall say goodbye to 2010,and shall welcome 2011.
Wonder why these few days keep remind some memories.
No matter sweet or sad, all come into my mind.
In this years,there were many things happened on me,
it really makes me exhausted and upset.
Hope in the new year, everything will be fine.

I'm surprise when you got into my memories,
although you never appreciate me and the thing i did to you.
Honestly,i never blame how you treat me.
I know i'm silly for not blaming you with the way you treat me.
Yet you give me the chance to become tough after you hurt me.
But i also clear that was just a part of my memories.
I'll start my new chapter after i leave with happily.

I'm glad that i can know "you",
even "you" told me that we did meet before,
but too bad that "you" and me also can't remember when "we" meet.
"you" do give me lots of support when i need.
"you" do helps me alot when i need.
"you" are the person who make me fall to "you".

Although i don't know what will happen to "you" and me.
I know "you" busy with your work,and stress with it.
But i never say much about that and just keep waiting "you" online.
Sometime i also asking myself,what am i doing?
I clear that which role i playing in front of "you",
and i also appreciate the role i having right now in front of "you".
Hope we can have chance to meet again when "you" back from England.

Other than that, i realized in my memories there include others.
Which is friendship and family and others.
I'm glad that when i need,my friends stay beside me as well.
Although i very envy those people having partner,
but i know i will have a guy who really love me in future.
So i decided spend more time with my friends and family as well.
At the same time,i will spend time to "you".

I hope my exist can bring "you" comfortable,happy.
I'll try to hide my feeling toward "you" until "you" get your answer.
I'll do the thing i promise "you"
I don't wish the way i fall to "you" bring "you"troublesome.
So.....shhh...just keep it...^^

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