The day after my bday

It's been more than a week after my birthday..
Hmm...nothing much changes, everything still same and normal~
This year's birthday get few surprise from my family,friends and someone who special..
Really thanks you and appreciate those surprise that they give me..memorable neh~yippie~
Recently feel very tired, shoulder keep pain and sour...what happen exactly??
After spend a nice holiday with someone, it's time for me to start working life~
Although still haven't use to it but i believe i still can do it as well~ (gambateh~)
Everyday have to wake up at 6:45am and start work at 8am,lucky still able to work..
So i need to sleep earlier if not sure fishing in the office, (lucky boss not found out keke ^-^)
The working place...erm...just a small company,but everyday like having war..
See the worker busy and busy, the boss's face very black but i think they are nice too..
Past three days just keep on do the same thing, even is small matter but it can make me busy all the time..
Hmm...wonder when could i learn new thing from them??
After i start work, i can have my normal meal (previously i do not eat meal punctually =.=)
Morning mummy cook for me before she go to work,then lunch time...go eat with my colleague or go home alone to have it, after i finish work, go back home and prepare some ingredient for dinner and wait mummy come back and cook ^-^ (sound nice)
Even just a temporary job, but i feel lucky that i still able to get a job even they need permanent worker than temporary...
Even i know is tired,but i still hope can continue my work until they get a new admin..
I feel happy and sweet that got morning call from someone even my day is tired and tired..(thanks to the person who everyday wake me up ^o^)
Hmm....it's time to bed...tomorrow need to work as today on leave because both of my leg cramp..=.="

my 21st bday celebration on 24/10/09

Hmm..
Just now ask me act kiss "spider", now ask me act eat "spider"??
This gang of friends, really got many weird pose..
But i enjoy the celebration that they plan for me..thanks ya^o^
Love you all~~^.^Muax~
Oh no..!!
They ask me kiss the "spider"
"spider" actually is a kiwi and those chocolate as legs and head..
Are they asking me act cute??
Will I look like silly girl?? hmm....(wonder...)
Hehe..am i smile sweet??LOL~
Show my teeth and wanna cut my beautiful cake..
Haha..1...2....3........smile...snap photo liao~keke..
Hmm...friends ask me make wish o..
Got 3 wishes,hope will come true..^^
Wah~ looking the nice and pretty cake
Feel like not really want to eat it..=.=
Comment->Cake from Bizz cafe..hmm...not bad leh..
Thanks thanks all my lovely friends..
I love the cake so much ^o^
My first birthday cake for my birthday on 2009
Date: 24/10/09
Location: Bizz Cafe
Purpose: celebrate my birthday ^^
Cameraman: 1 of the worker in Bizz Cafe

p/s: I feel this photo nice because all of us smile
and show our beautiful teeth keke^o^

Date: 24/10/09
Location: Bizz Cafe (Bukit Tinggi)
Total of People: 5 girls (can form a "gang") LOL~
Purpose: My birthday celebration ^_^

p/s: Hey girls..see the mirror and say "cheese", show your
beautiful and white teeth ^^


Date: 24/10/09
Location: Bizz cafe ( Bukit Tinggi)
Total of people: 4 girls (before 2pm)
Purpose: Celebrate my birthday ^.^

p/s: hey everyone see the mirror there and smile..that's right ^_^

outing photo 1

hmm...eating fries and reading magazine...
sound relax wor my friend...
yet i playing with my camera...
first time play with it..not bad not bad..
kekeke...
Location: Bizz cafe at bukit tinggi..

hahaha..
snap-ing each other with our drink that we ordered..
Hey, don't keep snap faster try the drink that we order....kekkee..

hahaha..taken by me..is it nice?
Location: Bukit Tinggi Bizz Cafe
2 friends having dinner at there.
Can we go to get a advertisement from darlie?
since we smile so sweet...kekekeke^^
1 me and 2 friend's showed..

2 Lemon Tail from Bizz Cafe at bukit tinggi
Ordered by me and my friend..
Nice Nice,worth to recommend...
p/s: those photos taken at 23/09/09

"Sometime i don't say it out doesn't mean i don't know,
Something i not very sure how could i tell you all?
Sometime i remain silent just because i don't wish thing become complicated,
Sometime i do explain why don't you all just trust it yet keep asking and spreading,
Sometime what you all see doesn't mean you know everything through what you see.
Sometime being low profile also hard,
Sometime ignore doesn't mean everything did not happen."

Penang trip

29/08/09

Today i go to Penang for travel with my relative and my family, we go there by 3 cars which mean 15 people and 1 baby, sound many people...hehehe..but we still can enjoy our journey at there. 4:10am my mum wake me up as i fall asleep around 2am, so actually i not enough sleep at all, but i still able wake up when my mum knock my door. Hmm, thought i can sleep while my dad drive us,but too bad i couldn't sleep well, while my dad is driving, i just looking the view outside and start to thinking something perhaps i can get answer but too bad i can't, since can't then i enjoy my trip with my cousins. We reach there around 11am, then we go to the temple for pray after that only go to have our lunch. The weather at there quite hot, lucky i do not bring long sleeve shirt if not sure become roasted human^_^.After that 6:30pm we go to have our dinner, then we go to Penang Gurney Plaza for shop, we shop till 10:30 then only go back to hotel.

30/09/09
Today sleep till 9:30am only wake up,after that change cloth and do my stuff we go buy some stuff such as biscuit,then go eat the ice kacang after that go pray pray again, today got rain a little bit but make us feel more hot. At first we plan want go to Butterfly farm, but worry will rain again so we decide go back to hotel before go back t hotel we pack some food so that tomorrow we can have some breakfast or can eat later then also can let those kids can have some time to swim or go to gym for some exercise, haha...i follow to gym and do some exercise too...health more important...keke...after that we go to hawker stall for our dinner, too bad my food is come late make me starve at there luckily is serve to me...Tonight the Gurney bay got a lots of car and cause jam, if not we also wish to have a walk at there..

31/09/09
Merdeka, happy birthday to Malaysia. Yesterday my brother teach my grandmother 1 word which is Merdeka, my grandmother so clever she know how to speak it, clap clap....and today also is my grandparent wedding anniversary...We will end our journey by today, so we decide take ferry for our way to back home..Its long time that we never take ferry, then we take this chance to snap some family photos while we on the ferry...Even this journey not very special, but is good for family because we can get more happy memory in the trip that we having. I know everyone is happy for this trip, hopefully we still got other trip in the future.

Friendship

Friendship, perhaps everyone need it no matter when.
But how we define the word of "friendship"?
What is the different between friendship and stranger?
For me, friendship mean the person stay beside you when you need he/she/them.
Is everyone think so? I not sure of it.
Ya, everyone has different mind and different way to define the word friendship and i also cannot said the way how i define the word is accurate than others.
But if the person who stay beside you when you feel down yet he/she/them want you to do something that you dislike and said it friendship is like how we get point through credit card to get the reward that we want? And said if you don't do it, then she/he/them don't talk with you or don't be your friend anymore?
No doubt that the person really help you much when you down,need help and give you advice,is friendship=we earn point through credit card to get the reward that we want to?
I know the person can meant it if said don't talk with you, because you are not the only person who know the person.
At that moment i feel like, oh gosh, is that call friendship?
Or i used to be how my friend treat me from primary school until now?
My friends will stay beside me when i need them, and will concern and worry about me, but they never think what to get any reward from me even after i happy back or what.
I also stay beside them when them need me no matter how busy am i, just want them happy thats all, thats what i wish my friend can stay happy every moment.
I know for someone it sound silly and childish, is the world do not have real and pure friendship between each other?
Or human choose not to believe the word friendship??
I cannot comment how the person define the word friendship isn't correct, perhaps i really used to be how my friend and i treat each other.
As long my friend and i feel comfortable with the way how we treat each other.....

Acknowledgement

These few days too many thing happen on me, how to describe my feeling? perhaps is mixed.
Firstly i would like to thanks amos, because when i down and he call me from singapore and comfort me as a friend, and also advice me to be stronger, i really appreciate it.
Secondly i would like to thanks cnlow, he also listen and comfort and worry me when he knew i down even he and amos also very busy with their work, very very appreacite it.
Thirdly,my daddy. Even how busy is daddy still can comfort me and advice me, very lucky to have you, my daddy. Daddy is the best!!
Next, my friend jeff. Most of the time i feel down i will find him and chat, even now he is in the singapore army, but he still chat with me when he online,thanks you very much.
Then, my cousin bro tommi. Even he shoot me when he knew my problem but still listen it and give me some opinion and advice, i know he is very concern about me.
Hmm, next is princess wen and davis. i know even davis didn't find me,but i sure he very worry about me, so do princess wen...thanks thanks lot.
After that, the most important person, my friend elaine. I know both of us having some problem to face it, but we still still stay beside each other when one party need another party. We need to cheer up...let's us do it together friend..

p/s: Those people i mention above, are the people that beside me when i very very down and worry about me. I promise you all and myself, i will find back the smiling that i lost in past and also will treat myself better and will not make you all worry about me. Give me 2 months time to let me work out, i believe everything will going better after that. And also 1 of my team member, thanks that you keep on "sour" me and make me laugh and keep ask me am i ok? I really appreciate it, i will remember those people who help me before....very very thanks you..

Memories

Memories is a part of our life,
some people life in memory and lie themselves, some will just keep their memory.
For me, i will just keep those memories probably no matter sweet or bitter because that is part of my life.
Memory exist because something happen on you or in your life, make you unforgetable.
Yesterday got people ask me about my first love, then i told the person those memories i have in my memory.
On that moment i only realize that how pure is the memories that i have.
While i tell my memories to the person i also will smile and feel sweet...
People said first love is unforgetable, is that true? i not sure, but for me, it is.
Those memory really brings me happiness, sadness, touching, appreciate...
That also cause me very appreciate the thing i have right now, even first love make me feel regret but as long we still friend and we satisfy that with our current life.
Without past, there is no future,
Past can change a person.

Without love, i don't know what is love.
Without hurt, i don't know how pain is love.
Without cry, i don't know how much i love you.
Without pain, i don't know how deep i love you.
Without sweet, i don't know love can bring happiness.
Without angry, i don't know that i so care about you.
Without regret, i dont know how to appreciate.
Without you, i lose those memories in my mind.
Without memory, my life not colorful.

Will you and i become memory? i really got no idea...
I don't wish but i understand that not everything happen as what we expect,
but at least i did try my best to do well while i have that.
i believe as we don't expect or desire much in our life, will get lesser arguement.
Expect less and do more what we can do in our life....