Memories is a part of our life,
some people life in memory and lie themselves, some will just keep their memory.
For me, i will just keep those memories probably no matter sweet or bitter because that is part of my life.
Memory exist because something happen on you or in your life, make you unforgetable.
Yesterday got people ask me about my first love, then i told the person those memories i have in my memory.
On that moment i only realize that how pure is the memories that i have.
While i tell my memories to the person i also will smile and feel sweet...
People said first love is unforgetable, is that true? i not sure, but for me, it is.
Those memory really brings me happiness, sadness, touching, appreciate...
That also cause me very appreciate the thing i have right now, even first love make me feel regret but as long we still friend and we satisfy that with our current life.
Without past, there is no future,
Past can change a person.
Without love, i don't know what is love.
Without hurt, i don't know how pain is love.
Without cry, i don't know how much i love you.
Without pain, i don't know how deep i love you.
Without sweet, i don't know love can bring happiness.
Without angry, i don't know that i so care about you.
Without regret, i dont know how to appreciate.
Without you, i lose those memories in my mind.
Without memory, my life not colorful.
Will you and i become memory? i really got no idea...
I don't wish but i understand that not everything happen as what we expect,
but at least i did try my best to do well while i have that.
i believe as we don't expect or desire much in our life, will get lesser arguement.
Expect less and do more what we can do in our life....
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Saturday, May 30, 2009
What Is Love?
Sometime wonder that what is love?
Does everyone know what is love?
What the definition of love?
How will you look at the word of love?
What is the feeling of love?
Sweet? Warm? Happy? Hurt? Sad?
How to sure is the person seriously love you?
What is the basic need of love?
Respect? Care? Love? Concern? Responsible?
Is every relationship include lies?
Is the relationship occur the word call "if"?
Is everyone has the memories when in love?
Is everyone will appreciate what their partner do or did?
Is everyone can meet their true love?
Is busy a excuses for love?
Is hurt consider a way to show your love to your partner?
Is tear occur for every love or relationship?
Will everyone smile when they fall in love?
Are all the memories sweet for couples?
Different has different way to define the word of love,
Everyone need different types of love and relationship,
Do your partner give the basic thing that you need in love?
Love is a sweet thing yet is a cruel thing for human,
Everyone will pass through love in their life.
Are you do the thing that your partner want?
Do you really know and understand what your partner need?
Do you really care your partner?
Do you really love your partner?
Time is the best thing to prove, and know well about couples.
What guys and girls need in relationship is different,
So it takes time to know each other well,
Not every people can with the one they love,
As you found, appreciate then.
You might regret if you do not appreciate.
Wish everyone has a good ending for their own relationship~
Friday, May 22, 2009
20/5/09
Oh gosh!! Again i slept over even the alarm rang but i switched it off and continue sleep and have my sweet dream^^ But luckily i still awake from dream and prepare my stuff with rush before go to dentist for check up, recently my braces keep make me feel painful then make me feel headache too. Braces really make people suffering, my teeth is not nice at all, so i only decide to get it even i know that will make me suffering. Oh, late?? This is the first time that i not punctual for my dentist's appointment, too bad. I have been late for almost 10 minutes but after i wait for 20 minutes+ the nurse asked me went in the room for check up, the check up takes me almost half an hour. during the time i was inside the room i felt why was it take me so long time for this check up? I was closing the eye when the dentist started till the end, after that she asked me opened my eye and inform me that she changed the place of the rubber that tight at my braces there, and ask me wear the rubber every day and night, as usual its make me painful and hard to suffer. Should i say i used to it or i have to bear with the painful? Anyway this time just made me hard to open mouth to wide and hard to speak and eat too, my friend told me that it will alright after i went through all the painful time then i will have pretty teeth. I guess she is right and i know i have to, hehe thanks friend!! Hopefully it will alright after few days, because this saturday i havng speech/presentation that have to speak in front of my classmates and lecturer...=.= painful painful.....
Thursday, April 30, 2009
next and future
don't know what will happen next,
don't know what will happen for future,
next and future seems like uncertain thing for every one.
can we change the future and next by our own?
answer could be yes and no, depend on your own thinking.
wish to change for now and future,
there is uncertain risk occur around, should take risk and try?
try not to think, not to know, not to listen, not to follow,
choose to put aside,even though know that is not a best way,
but for sure is good for now and future.
don't know better than know,
silent better than ask,
remain better than step out,
happy better than unhappy,
face better than avoid,
hide better than show,
natural better than fake,
fact better than lies.....
feel like eating strawberry,
it looks sweet but is sour.
is hurt but know is fact,
is painful but know will be alright.
perhaps answer will appear soon,
hopefully will not take long time.
everything remain the same until the answer appear,
treat take time to know more in detail......
just don't put so much expectation on that...........
don't know what will happen for future,
next and future seems like uncertain thing for every one.
can we change the future and next by our own?
answer could be yes and no, depend on your own thinking.
wish to change for now and future,
there is uncertain risk occur around, should take risk and try?
try not to think, not to know, not to listen, not to follow,
choose to put aside,even though know that is not a best way,
but for sure is good for now and future.
don't know better than know,
silent better than ask,
remain better than step out,
happy better than unhappy,
face better than avoid,
hide better than show,
natural better than fake,
fact better than lies.....
feel like eating strawberry,
it looks sweet but is sour.
is hurt but know is fact,
is painful but know will be alright.
perhaps answer will appear soon,
hopefully will not take long time.
everything remain the same until the answer appear,
treat take time to know more in detail......
just don't put so much expectation on that...........
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Ice-skating day
These few days many thing changed, as a human those things changed really hard to take it and accept it anyhow i knew i have to. Those close friends knew what happened i knew they were worrying also, i just can say thanks for those friends support so far i still able to sustain. For those who don't know, i just can say sorry because i don't want influence you guys mood. I knew some of you having exam soon hope you can understand me and don't angry me as well. Those who keep on concern me i very very appreciate it, thanks to them.
Yesterday i went for Ice skating with my friend, i hope i can learn it as i can. When i enter the skating place with my friend was bit late around 3 something, after done all the stuff we went to skate. For a beginner sure will feel nervous but i am glad that i having a good and strict instructor to teach me skate, so within an hour i slowly know how to skate even not pro as others haha...and i very appreciate and thanks the so call "strict instructor" teach me the way how to skate, if not sure i waste my money for entry ticket. At first when i stepped on the ice i don't know how to skate and need my "instructor" to teach me and hold my hand to learn, after that got a girl fall down and stand in front of me but i don't know how so 1 of the girl's friend ask me do i need his help to walk in front of the girl? Then i said ok, so the guy hold my hand and said don't scare, bend my body in front bit so that will more stable, after that i said thanks to the guy who help me. Where was my "instructor"? i also not sure but when my "instructor" saw the guy hold my hand then come back and teach me the way how to skate hahaha..such a funny and strict "instructor".. I fall down once when i not balance but my friend can't help me to stand up so need the person who work in skating to help me stand up after fall down, but my pant and shirt was wet. That will not make me nervous to skate because i have a strict and funny "instructor"..This "instructor" i just can say stict and funny..haha..
After skating we went to watch movie after that having dinner together, but after skate i slowly feel that leg was very pain but that did not influence my mood to enjoy the movie and the dinner..Luckily when we stand aside in skating place,my "instructor" help me massage bit my leg so that my leg will not that pain..hmm, how to say....is it such a good good "instructor"? hehe, anyway i feel very happy even after that i feel very tired and went to sleep before midnight...even my leg and body also feel very very pain and tired but for me, i feel worth because i can learn the thing that i want to learn for so long so no matter how pain i also can bear with it...Lastly i would like to say thanks you for my funny and strict "instructor"...i really have a nice day with my friend..thanks you my friend...So bad that i didn't take picture with my friend...
Yesterday i went for Ice skating with my friend, i hope i can learn it as i can. When i enter the skating place with my friend was bit late around 3 something, after done all the stuff we went to skate. For a beginner sure will feel nervous but i am glad that i having a good and strict instructor to teach me skate, so within an hour i slowly know how to skate even not pro as others haha...and i very appreciate and thanks the so call "strict instructor" teach me the way how to skate, if not sure i waste my money for entry ticket. At first when i stepped on the ice i don't know how to skate and need my "instructor" to teach me and hold my hand to learn, after that got a girl fall down and stand in front of me but i don't know how so 1 of the girl's friend ask me do i need his help to walk in front of the girl? Then i said ok, so the guy hold my hand and said don't scare, bend my body in front bit so that will more stable, after that i said thanks to the guy who help me. Where was my "instructor"? i also not sure but when my "instructor" saw the guy hold my hand then come back and teach me the way how to skate hahaha..such a funny and strict "instructor".. I fall down once when i not balance but my friend can't help me to stand up so need the person who work in skating to help me stand up after fall down, but my pant and shirt was wet. That will not make me nervous to skate because i have a strict and funny "instructor"..This "instructor" i just can say stict and funny..haha..
After skating we went to watch movie after that having dinner together, but after skate i slowly feel that leg was very pain but that did not influence my mood to enjoy the movie and the dinner..Luckily when we stand aside in skating place,my "instructor" help me massage bit my leg so that my leg will not that pain..hmm, how to say....is it such a good good "instructor"? hehe, anyway i feel very happy even after that i feel very tired and went to sleep before midnight...even my leg and body also feel very very pain and tired but for me, i feel worth because i can learn the thing that i want to learn for so long so no matter how pain i also can bear with it...Lastly i would like to say thanks you for my funny and strict "instructor"...i really have a nice day with my friend..thanks you my friend...So bad that i didn't take picture with my friend...
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
chance and decision
chance,
what was the thing thing that appear in your mind?
is that mean the first thing which appear in your mind is the most important thing for you?
everyone get the chance, but how many chances that we can get in our whole life?
could it consider as a miracle thing in life?
what will you do if you get the chance?
how will you get the chance?
will you appreciate the chance?
or will give up?
a chance can change many things,
without chance cannot change anything.
the best way to get the chance is waiting or fight to get?
decision,
what is decision mean actually?
is it very hard to make a decision?
what will happen after make the decision?
will regret after make it?
or feel more relax after make it?
what is the main point to make you make that decision?
can it change if you feel regret with the decision that you make?
what was the thing thing that appear in your mind?
is that mean the first thing which appear in your mind is the most important thing for you?
everyone get the chance, but how many chances that we can get in our whole life?
could it consider as a miracle thing in life?
what will you do if you get the chance?
how will you get the chance?
will you appreciate the chance?
or will give up?
a chance can change many things,
without chance cannot change anything.
the best way to get the chance is waiting or fight to get?
decision,
what is decision mean actually?
is it very hard to make a decision?
what will happen after make the decision?
will regret after make it?
or feel more relax after make it?
what is the main point to make you make that decision?
can it change if you feel regret with the decision that you make?
Sunday, March 22, 2009
smiling
A smile can change first impression,
a smile can be sweet and can be happy.
a smile can make others feel happy too,
and can let others forget their sadness,
a smile can release anger.
an innocent smile can let people remind their memory and make people jealous
kids smile is the most innocent and the smile that many people love the most,
without a smile many thing change,
without a smile many people will misunderstand,
without a smile will easily angry
without a smile can make people feel not comfort while chat,
so.....how importance is a smile?
a sincerely smile will make people have a good and nice mood,
remember to smile for everyday..^^
a smile can be sweet and can be happy.
a smile can make others feel happy too,
and can let others forget their sadness,
a smile can release anger.
an innocent smile can let people remind their memory and make people jealous
kids smile is the most innocent and the smile that many people love the most,
without a smile many thing change,
without a smile many people will misunderstand,
without a smile will easily angry
without a smile can make people feel not comfort while chat,
so.....how importance is a smile?
a sincerely smile will make people have a good and nice mood,
remember to smile for everyday..^^
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